Someone in management came up with the idea of getting Camel Cigarettes in on it as a tour sponsor, and sure enough they coughed a couple of grand. They issued the band with loads of promotional packs of three, that had the album cover on one side, and the proper cigarette design on the other, and for about 2 years after we were still smoking these damn ciggies. It really back-fired on us, they'd show up at gigs with loads of girls with trays of cigarettes all over them. I remember this Camel company spokesman coming over from Switzerland, and he was even suggesting song titles to us like, "A smooth packet of twenty", or "Filter Tipped Fantasy", I remember Peter, to freak him out, saying we could do a track called "Twenty Sticks of Cancer", how about that? It was very bad, we were no longer associated with the animal but with the cigarette. We knocked it on the head and made them use a different cover for the american release.
We were the opening band, the headliners were Van Der Graaf Generator, well it was actually Peter Hammill, but all of Van Der Graaf playing with him, and second on the bill were Arthur Brown's Kingdom Come, all on tour of Italy, which was wild. We'd never been to Italy before and the sheer scale of the thing was new, playing in the big bull of rings full of people. The audience would wolf whistle all through the set, and we didn't at first know whether this meant they liked us or didn't like us, I think it was because they liked us, but I was never entirely sure.
I already knew the bloke who was doing Arthur's all important lightshow, which consisted of some fairly interesting stuff like Arthur being encapsulated in a giant syringe during one number, and they didn't actually spit him out the top, but they were doing their best with what they could afford. So I was matey with them early on, though, Arthur would never get his round in, I remember never!
The tour would split off alot and Camel would go off and do our separate gig somewhere in some little bar, and then we would all meet up again. What I recall of the nights when all three bands were on, stuff like, at one venue there was only enough power for either the lights or the sound. We obviously opted for sound, but it meant a lot of Arthur's show, which was light orientated, lots of special effects, was gone. So none of us did a proper set, we ended up just sort of playing all together, the blues and what have you. At this very same venue, at the afternoon we were all farting around, and Van Der Graaf's manager Gordion, was driving around in his estate car when he ran over Arthur's shoulder bag, which had all this underwear and papers etc, and this large jar of honey, and the jar exploded and totally covered, everything in the bag. Arthur went beserk, running after Gordion's car waving these sticky honey soaked Y-Fronts, shouting all these colourful insults, "I'll make you lick it all out, you bastard". Gordion put his foot down but still Arthur damn near caught up with him - boy, did he move! It was all a bit of a lads together travelling round in Italy, having fun, playing all these great places, but there was an uneasiness all around. With the promoters, you always had the feeling things could turn nasty - lot's of under-lying menace, and even gunshape bulges in suits! I hear it's all different in Italy nowadays, but it was pretty scary then.
A.W. That's' true, I think both Andy and Pete felt that way, from a writing point of view, there was a certain amount of record company pressure - "you've had a hit album, if you can follow it with a hit single then you could relax", but I wasn't privy to it, it was directed at the two songwriters. I think it was a terribly sad thing actually, because for me the best parts of "Moonmadness" are the instrumental track 'Lunarsea', and the structure of the songs rather than the songs themselves. If you look at any Camel song lyrically, you will not unearth much, apart from what you see at face value.
I think the most popular song must be Lady Fantasy
A.W. The old flag waver, I think the lyrics to that are absolutely dreadful, and I wrote some of them. When you compare them to a songwriter who's really got something to say ....
And vocally the bandwere weak compared say to Caravan who had two great singers, Pye Hastings and Richard Sinclair, two terrific singers. Pete and Andy didn't have that, and they knew this to be true, it was hard for them, but at least they gave it a go.
Didn't you think of bringing in a lead vocalist?
A.W. Actually we did earlier on, I'd forgotten about this. His name was Phil Rays, he joined us for one gig at the Speakeasy, so this pre "Mirage", he was Scottish, wore plus fours and argyle socks, spoke with a heavy Scot's accent, but his singing voice was very akin to Jon Anderson's, so we were quite interested actually. But he just made such a twat of himself at the gig, doing the twist during the instrumental sections.
You played with Brand X at this time?
A.W. I first met Phil Collins while we were recording "Moonmadness", at Basing Street studios, Genesis were downstairs in the larger studio putting the finishing touches to "Lamb Lie Down", and I needed to borrow a drum key. So we got chatting and Phil was a very friendly guy, we met a couple more times after that, exchanged phone numbers and that sort of thing. Then Gabriel did his famous split from Genesis, and I did a major interview with Chris Welch in the Melody Maker, and the subject of Genesis came up, and he ended up using that as the headline "Andy Ward says Genesis will survive without Gabriel", which was kind of odd, you know, as if I knew! It turned out that Phil really was a strong singer, and the rest is history, as they say. But at the time it really pleased him, so the next time I saw him he was really chuffed, "Hey thanks for the name check", because it was really positive publicity at a time when they needed it.
Anyway, soon after he phoned me, and asked me would I like to play percussion with his jazz rock band, BRAND X, at a gig in London? I said "I'd love to", I was very excited by this, so I went along and rehearsed with them. I found them quite something to follow, not knowing the tunes, and there were a lot of time changes, very demanding. I picked up on a few things, good enough to do the gig, but I was quite nervous about it. Anyway the next day came, and it was the gig, at a place called The Nashville in London. It had a tiny little stage, with the five of us crammed on, I was set up directly behind Phil Collins on another little platform. We started playing and everything was going swimmingly well for twenty minutes or so, but during the fourth number, I was playing tambourine with my right hand, and occasionally hitting cymbals with it, and catching them with my left hand to choke the sound. I did a particularity spirited one of these and failed to catch the cymbal with my left hand, the result was the cymbal crashed directly onto Phil's left shoulder. Which I'd imagine was quite painful, It was just the most awful moment, and he gave me a very cold look that froze me to the floor. We carried on playing, but I felt pretty shaken, and was being very careful, but low and behold it happened again! This time I missed Phil but demolished half his drumkit and this time the band had to stop playing altogether while things were put right. The rest of the band thought it very funny, and made a thing of it during the announcements. I was never asked to play with them again. But they were a great band, and it was a fun evening except for those two incidents.
You did a radio session with Anthony Moore, around this time?
A.W. I had seen Henry Cow two or three times, and enjoyed them a lot, thought this is very interesting stuff coming out here. I became really good friends with their bass player John Greaves, and just after he'd left them he came to live with me and my girlfriend in our flat, and through him I got turned on to Slapp Happy, Peter Blegvad and Anthony Moore. A session came up, John had written most if not all the music for it, and Peter had written the lyrics, and Tony was going to play keyboards. We did the John Peel Show, and as we were finishing the backing tracks, Peter had decided to rewrite most of the lyrics, he changed one song completely, into a monologue about the pig part of the people. It was quite an eye opener, because with Camel we were always fairly prepared before we went into the studio. So to witness Blegvad being so dramatic and putting himself under so much pressure like that was amazing. Anthony. Moore was very impressive that day, and I hope to work with them again one day.
So next up Doug leaves the band?A.W. Ahh ... the truth is he couldn't keep up with us musically, we'd started moving in a higher gear, with the music and compositions, and what was required from the bass guitarist was more akin to a lead guitarist, he couldn't keep up so he had to go. Andy found it very hard to fire him, me and Pete were going "thank god we can get a player in", no sentiment you know, bollocks, we've got to move on here. It was a very sad day in the rehearsal room when Andy sacked him, said "I can't play with you anymore". It was because Andy heard so much from me
and Pete on the subject of his not cutting it, and we all agreed. I felt bad for him as he walked out of the rehearsal room.
Did Doug see it coming?
A.W. I don't know if he did see it coming, if he didn't he was a fool, I think he must have done, but he had this amazing capacity of self delusion in some ways, I remember supporting Soft Machine in France, when Roy Babbington played bass with them and Doug saying to me "oh I can play bass like that", and .me saying, "oh yeah, you can play like Roy Babbington?", and him sayin "yeah sure if I wanted to, but I don't want to". It's always hard parting company with musicians because after working with them every day, even when you've had differences, you still get really close, and you just know when they leave the band you'll never see them, I never see Doug, and he never phones me, and I never phone him. I miss old Doug..
So then you auditioned for bass players?
A.W. No we drew up a list, I was keen on Richard Sinclair, Percy Jones and John Gibling. Me and Andy were always big Caravan fans, and one of the management team knew his number, so I gave him a call and he came up to Suffolk and Richard Sinclair joined Camel
So you must have been dead chuffed about that?
A.W. I certainly was, it's funny though, he was very different from how I Imagined him to be as a bloke, and he was a much more proficient bass player than I thought he was, he was dynamite in fact. I'd heard Richard on Caravan, Hatfield And The North and Robert Wyatt's stuff, so I knew he could play, but close up this guy when he strapped on the old bass guitar, it was THE MAGIC MAN, something special happened. It was great, but I think it was wasted a bit in Camel, we didn't really have the scope for him. But great to have him on aboard, and as a result, because of him, Dave Sinclair and Jan Schelhaas joined for a short while, so Camel really benefitted from meeting Richard Sinclair that's for sure. I think at that time we had our strongest potential to be creative, because we had Richard, and we had Mel Collins on saxes and flutes.

So how did Mel come about?
A.W. Doug and Andy knew him from Guildford, from the band Circus, which also featured Phillip Goodhand-Tate. Mel played with Camel in fact before Doug left the band. Once the new line up got going, it now became apparent that Pete could no longer keep up with it. Peter left the band, but if he hadn't, he would have been sacked anyway, and he knew that. He was being blocked out from the writing, it was a bad period, the time of the "Breathless" album. Richard was desperately trying to keep the band together, saying to me and Andy, "look Pete’s okay.", and he's defending Pete saying "keep the band together". It was a miserable time, but in the end I sided with Andy, and Pete was gone.
The other thing about this period of Camel, was that Richard wasn't getting any chance to write songs.
A.W. That's right, he was effectively blocked out by Andy, which was a shame because some of the songs on the "Breathless" album, I thought were dross, I was very frustrated, Andy and Pete I could see couldn't work together any longer. Richard in the meantime is being stifled, being actually discouraged from writing songs, and boy we did need them. It was a miserable time, the only joy that we got out of that was the tours. I remember Richard, he was just so happy in Spain playing these big places, and the audiences were just screaming for it. Anyway exit Peter, and then Dave Sinclair And Jan Schelhaas joined for our first Japanese tour.

I remember the flight took ages and ages, all the time zone changes really fucked us. I arrived in Tokyo with the only migraine I've ever experienced in my life. Then rehearsing, with various road crew dropping with raw fish poisoning, and then the first gig. It started about 6.30 in the evening, and it was a real joy. I sat down at the drum kit, which had been put up by the Japanese using an aerial photograph they'd taken of my drum kit, and the whole tour was like that, just completely well organised. The concerts were polite, enthusiastic affairs, it was totally different to any other country. Musically it was a joy with Dave and Jan, and for all of us playing that early was really excellent, it seemed a much more civilised way to do things.
So you had this dream line up for the band, you, Andy, Richard and
Dave, Jan and Mel Collins, did a couple of tours, and then it all apart before you did any recordings, leaving Camel effectively as a two piece, you and Andy. How did this tragic turn of affairs come about?
A.W. Cor - that's a hell of a question, I don't know. By the time we got back from Japan, we'd done a long European tour prior to that, Andy had decided he didn't want Richard and Dave in the band, and I went with it. I chose Andy over Richard and Dave, in the same way that I chose Andy over Pete. I'm having to think long and hard here, because what happened with Richard later happened with Colin Bass, I feel I kind of betrayed them by not standing up for them more. At that time I'd relinquished a lot of responsibility in the band, and if Andy wasn't ultimately happy with someone, then I tended to go along with it. But that's a bit like blaming it all on Andy, I'm not so sure that's right. I'm not sure what went on, it's part of what eventually made me so disillusioned with being in Camel.
If you had chosen Richard and Dave over Andy, would you have beenable to get the Camel name?
A.W. Not really, you see, you've got to remember that Andy was the songwriter for the band, so ethically I couldn't have done. Morally I could have done, popularity wise I could have done, I mean the same thing happened with the next line up, but it happened even worse with Colin and Kit Watkins, Kit didn't get on with Andy at all, at least Richard had a bit of time for Andy.
So yes I could have taken the band, but what could I have offered them? I had no tunes, and it would have been Caravan with Andy Ward on drums, not really Camel. I don't know, whatever, the decision was made, weather it was the right one, I don't know. I hated all the confrontation but in the end I'd started with Andy, and I'd decided to see it through. But I didn't like to see Richard and Dave go, I really didn't.
So on to the next album, "I can see your house from here", with thetwo new members, Colin Bass and Kit Watkins.
A.W. Andy spotted Kit playing keyboards on the "Happy The Man" album,and was truly impressed. He was just brilliant technically, and a really nice bloke. But that had it's inherent problems, in that he wasn't like the rest of us, he didn't drink or anything, so Kit was very isolated on the road amongst all the naughty behaviour that goes on. All the rock and roll life style, he didn't want to know at all. I think we were lucky to have Kit, actually, for as long as we did. He was too good for us. I think he was doing it for the money and the exposure, but good luck to him, I was glad to have met him. Colin played previously with Steve Hillage, so we knew he had the chops - and I became good buddies with him, it made up a bit for losing Richard. But through all this, it didn't feel like this was Camel anymore, it had lost it's sense for unity. Looking back now I'd say it lost that after "The Snowgoose", that early on. I've got to say I liked everybody that had been in Camel. Me and Doug and Andy spent a long time together, right through the formative years. I still love Andy, and miss old Doug and Pete. It seems I'm blaming certain people leaving on Andy Latimer, but I don't want it to sound that way at all, because I'm sure I had as much to say about these things as he did.
So how did you come to leave Camel?
Well…towards the end of my time with Camel, on the last two tours certainly, I noticed something going on in my brain and it was new but kind of familiar. It was like my adrenalin gland had burst or something, it was a mania. I couldn’t sleep more than two hours a night; I was really up, really going for it. It became like I thought I could do anything, like I cant drive but I would have happily driven the tour bus. Stuff like that. There was definitely something mental going on in me. This manifested itself in a positive way in the drumming, I mean it gave me a lot of energy for that, handling two bass drums, doing lots of interviews and a certain amount of sex as well. I must admit I started to get sexually rampant and being in the privileged position of being in a band meant there was a lot of sex to be had if you wanted it. Thankfully that didn’t become too tacky but there were certainly manic phases. I was taking loads of drugs and even more alcohol and I’m talking heavy spirits in quantity not just a couple of beers. How much that contributed I’ll never know but I’m sure it did contribute because it takes away your logical view point even though if you’re manic you’ve lost your logical viewpoint anyway. I must have been a complete pain in the arse to be around. It culminated in a complete nervous breakdown and that was why I left Camel. Four months later that resulted in a suicide attempt at the Marble Arch Odeon, I tried and failed to saw my left arm off with a Swiss army knife. I had a nervous breakdown and that hurts, when you go bonkers and cant tell what’s going on, that’s anguish enough. But what I’d done is try to kill myself in what I thought was a fairly fail safe way. Though looking back there was a big part of me that didn’t want to die because I’d spent the four months before then standing on train platforms willing myself to do a hand stand on the live rail or jump in front of the next train. Or going up to the top of tower blocks going “jump…now…jump now…” but the thought of what it would do to my parents always stopped me. I tried overdosing a lot or overdo the drugs hoping to give myself a heart attack…but none of that worked. I was in a very bad way. I was obsessed with killing myself. I was waking up everyday not saying “Will I kill myself?” but “How will I kill myself?” You go through a lot of things trying to make sense of what’s happening to you…you start thinking about the miracle of life and therefore your mother and how ungrateful by taking your own life after someone had given you life. All I know was there was no joy in my life and the life I was leading was very much isolated in my mind and I took no joy from anything. I’d never know anything like that before or since, everyone gets depressed, everyone gets fed up but this was something else entirely and it just went on and on, day in, day out for four months until the incident at the Odeon. I then voluntarily admitted myself to a hospital psychiatric unit. I was lucky in that I was sent to a place in Highgate that was really peaceful and tranquil. I remember waking up the first day in the dorm I shared with three other patients, they had given my drugs to help me sleep the night before, and that was a shock, to be there in this mental ward with all these other people, some of who were seriously ill. It made me think that this was the consequence of my actions. I was still suicidal, I remember being still being resentful when they did the surgery on my arm, wishing that they hadn’t found me in time and it was even worse now because I had totally fucked up my hand and probably couldn’t play the drums again. It took me a couple of months being there to get past that. There was a physical therapist, she was about sixty, Scandinavian with white hair, everybody called her Mrs. O, and she exercised my hand for about three months like you wouldn’t believe. I did so much damage that it will never be the same again but she brought it back to life, made me do it, and having that to focus on made me interested in life again. I started wanting to do something again. And then by a stroke of luck the forth psychiatrist I got knew about Camel, he had seen them play when he was at university, he knew about Mel Collins and Richard and he was talking to me like a fellow human being and not like a specimen. I am eternally grateful to those to and the young woman who did the occupational therapy…. between them they turned things around. After five months, at Christmas, I was well enough to leave. I was still bonkers but no longer even remotely suicidal. I felt and still feel incredibly lucky just to have come through that. The three guys I shared my dorm with are all dead; they’d done it again and succeeded which is really sad.
So I returned to my life but my life had changed beyond recognition. I had spent the last ten years in Camel and now that was gone forever. And I was totally skint; I mean not a penny to my name. I got a job in a pub, which was fun, and five months later I played drums for the first time with a covers band that was playing there. I got up and played a number with them and soon enough I was back to drumming. I played with various people, I formed a band with the bass player from The Monochrome Set, Jeremy Harrington called Hyacinth House, and we recorded two good tracks. I ended up living with one of the girls that sang in that band. Then low and behold Marillion came along.

I went to pick up some drums from a studio they were in, found out they needed a drummer and joined the band. They were very narrow in their musical tastes; it was all E.L.P. and Yes types of things and little else. They had a ridiculous opinion of themselves but after playing with musician the calibre of Camel I found I had to play down to their level of competence, which was very frustrating musically. I appeared in the Garden Party video and did some British dates and then in the states. There was a lot of friction between us, it all came to a head in New York supporting Todd Rundgren, and there's Fish standing at the side of the stage ranting, "we shouldn't be supporting this shit, we're ten times better than this cosmic rabbit", and I just did my nut. How dare he slag off someone the calibre of Todd Rundgren, who, quite frankly, had more talent in his pinky than the whole of Marillion, me included. Things got quite heated, and I shoved him in the chest, to be honest this was just the last day in a long line of pathetic and niggly incidents with the band. Three days later I was asked up to the managers room and fired. It was hard seeing them at number one the year after, thinking that could be me on Top of the Pops! Actually I quite liked Fish, we generally got on well together, he was the real talent within the band at that time, I think.

So let's talk about your involvement in the Canterbury Scene, since you're now part of it.
A.W. Well yes I am now, I always was a fan of Caravan and the first five Soft Machine albums. They carried on as an excellent British jazz rock band after that, but it wasn't the magical band that was the SOFTS. My actual involvement with the fringe live scene that was happening in Canterbury during the 80's was via Mark Hewins, who later played in Going Going. We had a band The Music Doctors with a synth player Johnny Oslo, and Graham Flight who was in The Wilde Flowers originally on bass. We were an unruly mob, drinking special brew at eight in the morning, which obviously didn't help the music.

After that I formed a band Skaboosh, with violin player Anthony Aldridge - who'd been with the Barbara Thompson Band, and we toured around for a year and a half. At the end of that we were down in Freiburg in Germany, when our bass player left, and I phoned up Richard Sinclair, and within three days Richard was with us. So this was 1988 when I established real contact with Canterbury again. All great fun, but very poverty stricken, you lived on what you earnt that day. So Richard joined for the last 6 months of Skaboosh. Live we were terrific, but when it came to recording the album at the end of these two years we were completely knackered, I'd lost all interest in the band by then, so my drumming and Richard's bass playing is not the type you would expect from us, it's not bad, but ...
So Richard wasn't singing with the band?
A.W. Again, unbelievably, no he wasn't, he was being stifled again, a ridiculous situation, but that's how Rich and me got back together.
And then Going Going?
A.W. After Skaboosh I was financially up shit street, and had to get a real job just to survive. That was a bit of a shock having to work in a factory for a year and a half. At the end of this time Richard phoned up and said he'd been offered a gig supporting Gong, would I like to come and play with Hugh Hopper and Mark Hewins? Of course I said yes, working with Hugh was a thrill for me being a Soft Machine fan. So that was Going Going, loosely rehearsed and loosely conceived. We were called Going Going simply because we were supporting Gong, how more infantile can you be? But that was the nature of the whole thing, it was meant to be enjoyable and it certainly was. But it petered out very quickly as Richard had something new in mind. I remember Richard saying he wanted to do this thing called Caravan Of Dreams. The reason I was there, was because of Richard Sinclair, I wanted to play his music, and I didn't care what he called it. So that started up in May of '91 initially with Mark Hewins on guitar and then Richard switched to guitar and Rick Biddulph came in on bass. Jimmy Hastings and Dave Sinclair join in when they can and its all been great fun.
Andy Latimer came over from the States last summer. That was really nice, we got together and laid to rest a few ghosts, and generally sorted out all our unsaid feelings about the last days of Camel, and renewed our friendship, it was great to see him.
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since then: Caravan Of Dreams played a lot of concerts and produced one very fine album before eventually drifting apart. Then came Mirage, the Caravan/Camel supergroup who lasted a few concerts (including supporting Fleetwood Mac in France) and released one live album. During this time Andy and I became great chums and he ended up playing on all of my brother Todd’s albums…he was just amazing in the studio and without his input the music wouldn’t have been as great as it was. Through this he also ended up playing with Terry Burrows (AKA Yukio Yung) and also The Bevis Frond, though the gruelling European tours with the Frond started to bring out some strange but familiar behaviour in Andy. It was thought best than he should avoid touring at all eventually. Like Stephen Fry and John Cleese to name but two Andy was eventually diagnosed as being bipolar. Andy made guest appearances with Camel and there was even talk of The Brew reforming to record and album until Andy Latimers ill health of recent years put paid to that idea. Andy released his own CD Sticking Around a couple of years back.